I haven’t been able to talk to anyone in ages,There’s so much anger trapped inside of me,
So many words dying to get out,
So many tales to tell.
I know they’re gonna take me back to where I was,
But I don’t see myself getting forwards anyways,
I’m still there,
The same person I was a year ago,
The darkness hasn’t changed a bit.
Yes I laugh,
Yes I act,
But there’s no truth in that.
Not even a single day is happiness.
I feel so trapped ever since,
I have moments when I really want to talk.
But I see nobody,
Not even a single soul.
I look at your picture and talk to it sometimes,
Like a mad head,
I sit here and try to call you,
My hands tremble every time I dial,
A million thoughts take over.
I don’t want to maintain this anymore,
I want to be free once again,
Free again to call you and talk to you,
I don’t want to torture myself anymore.
The wrath that lies in,
I want it to die.
I want to live,
But on my conditions